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I’m pretty exited I lost five pounds. Not due to drugs! I have been eating better, jogging with my dog and working out on my balance ball. I fit into the pants my boyfriend bought me last christmas for his company buisness dinner. YES! HAHA He keeps asking me about them. “Why don’t you wear those pants I got you…I really like them” and I was like “because if you haven’t noticed my ass got really fat…they’re not fitting right”

Anyways I’m at work wearing the pants right now.

I’ve got some awesome looking stomach muscles too.

haha

<3Heather

So I am back up to 130 some lbs. I just checked in with my home scale which is off…way off. I know I’m probably more like 145lbs.  I need to focused. Work out at least 30lbs on the ball 5 times a week and walk(jog) my dog. None of my clothes fit me properly I feel like doing drugs. Quick easy fix. Maybe if my boyfriend broke up with me I’d go back into a deep depression and not eat again.